It's hard to explain where that comes from, because he just does. "Um...you know, cause I'm not as big as you and stuff," he says because he isn't sure what to say. That is part of it; he's always been the littlest except for also Nell and they both got told to have Theo and Steve and Shirley do things a lot, and in the Home he was one of the littlest too. He wasn't supposed to do things.

"And...I don't know." He scuffs his toe against the ground. "Sometimes I just feel like that. Like no matter what, something's gonna go wrong and I can't stop it." If he can get something, even a little thing exactly perfect, usually the feeling goes away. But Bopp's pretty important to maybe mess up with. And right now it's been a little more than usual, since there's a lot he can't do anything to stop.