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Caleb Michaels ([personal profile] greatamazingfeelingsboy) wrote2019-12-25 09:19 pm

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early Jan

Being in a feminine body is... different, but not bad. Now that he's been assured that, yes, this is a thing Darrow does, and, yes, he's going to change back, Caleb's taken the time to sort of... get used to the idea. He's still pretty tall, though not over six feet anymore. Rosie had helped him get his hair into a ponytail so it's not in his face, and then she'd blessedly helped him buy clothes so he didn't feel totally weird.

He doesn't really want to talk about the bra experience.

But it's Saturday, so now he has to face Michael. He hadn't been anticipating that. He'd ended up trying to call him, but, of course, it went to voicemail. He was the worst. So, dressed in his new, much better fitting clothes, Caleb makes his way to the shop.

Tim greets him like always, with a smile and a "Hey, Kid," and doesn't seem to think there's anything weird about Caleb being girl-shaped. That's... kinda weird.

"Hey," he greets, still a little thrown off by the sound of his new voice. Then he makes his way back to the car he and Michael have been working on.

He braces himself for Michael's feelings, squares his shoulders, and calls out another "Hey," loud enough for Michael to hear him.
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-28 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Michael sees the way Caleb is reacting and he sighs, throwing his hands up in frustration before settling back, staring at him pointedly. "Just say it," he encourages, because he hates the silent treatment, always has. Nothing good ever comes of it, so if Caleb has something to say, he'd rather just hear it.
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-28 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Michael's not insulted or hurt by anything he says until the last part. He recoils, and every part of him says that he needs to save face. His nostrils flare slightly, and he hears it. The little voice in his head that says, fine, then I'll stop caring at all.

It's so easy to do, and he doesn't spit it out, but he wants to.

"It's temporary," he snaps instead. "In a week, you'll be back to normal, and you're allowed to be mad, but if you don't want me being worried about you, then don't fucking come to car day and expect anything else."
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-28 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Michael's anger is still the thing that often controls him and right now, it's front and center. He hates that Caleb doesn't want him to worry, that it hurts, and it's probably good because it's ebbing away, replaced by his rage instead.

"Then what the fuck are you here for?" he snaps, and he tries not to let the objects on the table vibrate. "You're in a weird bind, I get it, but guess what, I'm gonna worry when you drop tires on yourself or you're feeling hurt." He shakes his head, and gestures to him. "Don't, you'll..." he sighs, because Caleb's fucking up the braid.
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-28 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Michael recoils back when he sees the way Caleb is acting, feeling like shit for being the one who yelled and scared him. His eyes are wide and he knows that he's quick to anger, but fuck, it's hard for him not to do it.

He swallows it back, gesturing for his hair. "Here," he says, sounding rough. "Let me fix your hair."
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-29 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
Michael's pretty sure that Caleb won't hurt him, so he keeps approaching, sitting on the tire beside him and resting a hand on Caleb's back, rubbing in circles as he gives him a worried look. He knows that if the worry hadn't been helping before, it's definitely not going to work now, but it's just who he is.

"I feel like I'm the one hurting you," he says, a little confused and definitely not sure of his next step here.
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-29 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
Michael's still feeling kind of awkward and unsure, because what the hell is he doing, trying to comfort someone when it's his own angry outburst that had upset Caleb in the first place, right on the heels of his worry.

"Look, if me being worried for you is a thing, then we might need to figure something out," he admits. "Cuz I don't think that I can stop it." Caleb's one of his people, that means he's definitely going to be concerned when it seems like he's having a rough go.
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-29 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
Michael feels like he understands that.

When he'd been little, his powers had always felt too big for him, but he'd learned to control them and funnel them through something that he could do. He keeps rubbing Caleb's back, reaching over to fix a few strands of messy hair.

"You wanna run through it like the mood ring?" he suggests. "Maybe bleed some of it off?"
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-29 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
Michael's feeling better too, because he's not sure what he would have done if Caleb had announced that he couldn't stand to be there with him, if the worry had been too much. He tucks a last strand of hair back, pushing to his foot with his heel dug in, offering a hand out to him.

"In that case, come on, let's go pick out what rims you want," he says. "I lined up some really cool ones."
littleorphanalien: (macho cowboy swagger)

[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-29 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Michael is grateful that this didn't completely go disastrous, because he's not sure he could have managed if Caleb told him that they couldn't do this anymore, all because of his concern. He still feels like they should be working on controlling it more, but they can do that later.

"All right, I lined up a bunch in the catalogue," he says, bringing over the tablet. "Go through 'em, tell me which ones you like."
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-29 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Michael wipes his hands on a rag, glancing over. "Yeah, I got this," he promises, and heads over to the front, all swagger and charm. He hasn't got Isobel's powers, but what he does have is just the right level of flirtation that he can perch on the edge of the desk and charm her a little.

Usually that's Alex's job, but Michael can manage sometimes.

He nods for Tim to get out while he can, absorbing her complaints, while he peppers compliments about her youth and her patience and god knows what else she wants to hear, but he offers it all. "How about I take your car for a wash, then get it back to you as soon as we get the part in?"
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-29 08:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Michael snorts as he returns. "That was basically my life in Roswell," he quips, because he had a good thing going in terms of casual sex before Alex came back to Roswell. "I know how to handle a housewife," he says, and yeah, okay, it's gross.

He gets how gross it is, but whatever, those ten years were hard times, sometimes.

"She's happy, isn't she? And you'd know."
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[personal profile] littleorphanalien 2019-12-29 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"Because now she's not yelling at Tim or me," he says, and if it were Roswell, then he'd also have set things up for him to take advantage of later, if he got really drunk and desperate.

The first part definitely applies.

"Look, she didn't know I was being insincere," he points out. "Makes things easier for us, so why the hell wouldn't I?"

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